i'm half way through intermediate pastry
i didn't do well this term..(all because of that fucking asshole!!)
i'm not really impressed by what i've done..
but still,
i still love pastry~ ^^
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Lesson 1: Petits-Fours
Lesson 2: The Traveller
Lesson 3: Britanny Shortbread Biscuits
Lesson 3: Orange Spice Bread
Lesson 3: Orange Spice Bread
Lesson 4: Chocolate Praline Tart
[terrible..terrible...T^T]
Lesson 6: Orange Chocolate Tartlets
Lesson 8: Puff Pastry Petit-Fours
Lesson 9: Marbled Millefeuille
Lesson 11: St-Honore
Lesson 11: St-Honore
[my worst cake yet...T^T]
Lesson 12: Three Chocolate Bavarian Cream
[strawberry cake lahhhh!!]
Lesson 14: Chocolate Soft Cake
Lesson 15: Opera
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[temporarily, i love this cake the most~♥]
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apologies to the bad quality photos...
could never bring my oh-so-professional camera into the classroom
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sentimental part:
still trying to figure out what's happening with me
non of my cakes turned out nice this term
WHY!!
i'm trying to do my best so i can make my parents proud
and don't want my relatives to look down on me and my parents
i want them to know that being a chef is also a profession that can be compared to nutritionist or a buisnessmen
DO NOT EVER EVER LOOK DOWN ON CHEFS!!
mommy wants me to make something out for you guys to try
no, i don't want
i'm scared
why?
because you guys have golden tongues
but still,
my mother still wants me to make some
ok, fine
so i spent several nights doing research, trying to find recipes that i can make at home [i have limited resources]
i feel so damn stressed that few days
like i was going to have an exam that might cause my parents to lose face
i made tartlets
small, simple looking tartlets
it took me the whole day to make those
looks easy
but it's not..
you ate it
i was staring at you
my heart was beating
your expression changed
and you said
"why is the tart case so hard? why is it so thick?"
i couldn't help it
my tears were rolling in my eye
i gave you a smile
and said
"oh really? okay, i will make it thinner next time"
my father wanted you to have more
but i can see that you hated it
you don't even want to touch it when i first place the tupperware on the table
my heart shattered..
my heart shattered..
but i'm never going to give up!!
i'll show you guys
i can do it
ME!!
VALERIE PANG SHERLEEN
WILL BE A GREAT PASTRY CHEF!!!
WATCH OUT!!!
p.s the "you"s is talking about one of my relative
support u forever!!!!^^
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